It Must Be in the Air Here

Helpppp me.  I need a dress for a Jack and Jill.  I am in the wedding party so we are dressing up a bit.  Which one do you like best?

This week has been tough.  I saw 3 people that I pretend don’t exist and I wanted to tackle them but I sat in my car like the cowardly lion. Why the fuck do I let these stupid whores make me feel like shit?  The one thing that pulls me through is that I remind myself why they act the way they do.  THEY are insecure. THEY are horrible people.  THEY did wrong.  Not me.  I read this thing the other day that said when someone hurts you, the best thing to do is to let go of the grudge because that person OWES YOU. You may get an apology or you may not but either way it’s not your job to carry around their negative baggage.  It’s just so irritating that these people have to live in the same town as me.  Go to my school.  Comment on my friend’s facebook statuses and instagram pictures. I am so sick of having to be reminded of their pointless existence. GO AWAY.

Also- no one likes you because you’re pretty. Or because you’re interesting. Or smart, funny, fun to hang out with, or have similar interests with that person. It’s because you’re easy and sneaky.  If someone ever gave you a taste of your own medicine, I don’t think you’d be too happy with the results.  Have a fun life fucking people over and living with what you’ve done.

I started my spring semester yesterday. I’m only taking three classes because of the way they were being offered which sucks since it will set me back. The only good thing is maybe I’ll be less stressed and that is beneficial to not only myself but everyone around me. I don’t function well when I’m flustered. Anyways yesterday I had advanced computer graphics which seems like fun but there were also a lot of surprises in the syllabus. One being motion graphics. I’m glad we are learning it because I don’t think I’d go out of my way to figure it out but I’d rather just work on finding my way around illustrator and photoshop a little better. Then I had 2D design which was surprising in a good way. All the projects look fun and really creative. Today was communications which was also surprising in a good way. We did a fun ice breaker activity that required you to ask almost every person a question and then present it to the class. It turned out to be a lot less nerve wracking than anticipated. And to top it off I have my best friend in all my classes. I’m pretty happy.